It took a
few weeks, but we found an affordable house somewhat close to Moonlight Falls’
graveyard. It was a modest place, but the perfect size for our future family
and we immediately started remodeling to make the place our own.
The next room we remodeled was Basil’s;
unlike ours it has changed many times over the years. However the version that
was his nursery still holds a special place in my heart. In hindsight the sheer
amount of orange may have been a little much, but the color looked good on him
and still does to this day.
Just like Basil’s I remember their
birth like it was yesterday. We were
experiencing an Indian summer. Fall leaves danced with a gentle wind. While it wasn’t
hot, the breeze was warm and there wasn’t a cloud in the sky. On that same day,
Basil took his first steps.
Oberon James Moone quietly followed
a few minutes later. For a few seconds me, Jasper, the doctor and the nurses
held their breath, unspoken worries clouded the air until he finally cried and cleared his lungs, but
only for a few minutes. When he stopped a little smile filled his face and then
he drifted to sleep. I held them both, speechless, but happy. It still amazes
me how opposite the two of them are, even in appearance. While both of them had
Jasper’s skin-tone and wings, Oberon had dark hair while Ashe had light. Oberon’s
eyes were darker, although both sets were a mix of both Jasper’s spring green
and my yellow. I glanced quickly from our two newest additions to Jasper and
indulged in a moment of pride; we made beautiful babies together.
I stayed in
the hospital a little longer than I did with Jasper because I’d just given
birth to twins firstly, but secondly the nurses were concerned by the fact that
Oberon reacted a little slower to things like my face , than the other
babies including Ashe. He moved less, looked at people less and cried
less. I started to worry a little more
myself with each shot and blood test he went through without results. Finally,
after a month the doctors decided we could go home when there were no other
tests they could do on my newborn. I eagerly took them home, worries firmly
planted in the back of my mind.
“Oberon is fine, he might just be a
little slow,” Jasper assured me.
His words and gestures of comfort didn’t make
me feel any better and for the next year of Oberon’s life I studied manuscript
after manuscript about babies and what
phases they needed to hit and when. Ashe was always ahead while Oberon was just
a little behind.
“Babies learn at different rates, he’s
fine.” Jasper always assured me and I worried, but tried to put it aside on their birthday. I let them make a mess of their cakes and toddle after Basil wherever he went and I was happy and relaxed but a mother can never put her concerns away for too long.
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